Well I am sorry to hear that, I find that when stuff like that happens just realize you will never hear their voice again so cry and it will help so much.
While I am sorry to hear that you lost a loved one. This should've stayed a family matter. You could've told people while you returned that something personal happened.
I'm Soooo sorry for your loss. I lost my father and I know how it feels. I'm also sorry I'm late I'm new to the tpt community.
My condolences
I'm sorry for your loss; you take as long as you need. Know that though it may seem like you'll nver hear their voice again, you can hear their voice everyday in you're heart and mind. They'll never really be gone.